Trannology

It’s 23:48 on the Sunday 31st of July 2011 and she hasn’t replied to me on anything, and has still left me blocked on Facebook.

I’ve told her older brother about what happened. Why? Because I know he dislikes me, along with his mother and auntie. I told him what had happened and what she had done. I told him to try and discourage her from ever talking to me.

I believe it worked, because I had planned to use his personality against us (and me specifically) being together ever again. I know he has read it and he hasn’t replied for a couple of days. He’s either making sure she doesn’t come into contact with me again or he’s not saying a word about it (and if he probably did, she… well I wouldn’t know anymore. She’s not the same). 

Either way, I’ve drawn the line. But I’m not over the line yet, I know that. I need more time. *sigh* 18 months.. and not even a spark of friendship.

Will check it out next Saturday.

Join the shopping campaign with me.

I mean, she had said that we’ll be on a break until she feels more free to talk during the holidays after college finishes. She said to wait out and everything will be fine.

But that was before I found about everything.

I’ve been talking to her for a month at work now. But the thing is, she has a lot of mutual friends with me. Another thing is, she went to the same school as me together for FIVE years and I have never even seen her before (oh and that’s why she knows a lot of my friends).

Aight, let me get straight to the point. She’s a funny person, she’s normal, rather smart, polite. Everything you expect in a normal human being, friendly, mature etc. No shit she has a brilliant personality though.

But…
Just but…
Just, just, just but… EVERYONE SEEMS TO HATE HER LOLOLOLOL WTFFFF

Apparently just over a year ago, she was absolutely nothing like what she was now. I’ve been told to stay away from her because she is, disruptive, rude, immoral, has an attitude, selfish, careless, dumb, retarded, narrow-minded, ignorant, no common sense, immature, no sense of right and wrong- Yeah, I’ll stop there.

To be honest, when I first met her, I thought she was going to be exactly that. Why? Because I stereotyped her. She only has 4 or 5 GCSEs, and she bunked almost every English and Mathematics class.

I’ve told people that this isn’t the same person we’re talking about anymore. If it is she must have changed a lot. Something must have happened to her in the past year. I mean, she even talks about what she wants to do in her future, as opposed to just over a year ago where she told people she didn’t give a shit and would just live off her mum.

I’m genuinely fascinated at how a person who was once like that for 5 years changed into something almost entirely different in exactly one year.

ratherdielaughing:

Walking like this:

Dancing like this:

Laughing like this :

Being creepy like this:

When we’re in class and they’re doing a presentation, I’m in the front like:

And they still love you.

They’ll always be some people, and they’ll always be that one person who you thought was a close friend…

..suddenly turn their back on you and leave without an answer.
Or betrays you.
Or ignores you.
Or uses you.
Or destroys you.
Or intends to hurt you.
Or decieves you.
Or manipulate you.
Or blackmail you.

You think in life this would never happen to you. But the truth is, it will.